kelly's room

Just a place where I can be myself...

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Enjoy it!

As I was trying to create this blog, I had a serious problem...I realized how much I still try to control the impressions I may cause in people around. Should my father read this, what would he think if I talk about sex? Should my colegues find this blog, what would they say if I get a lil silly (and, God, I do get silly). I found myself staring at the walls, trying to decide how the hell I was going to be able to ever write anything here, if I was trying to please everyone, all the time. And this is the feeling that limitate people so often. Perfectionism. Because of it many people left no traces of their existence at all, cause they had never found the right words. Our minds are so complex, and our life experiences so rich. It is not right to allow our stories to be erased by time so easily. We all have things to share and a lot to teach. So why should we be so worried about finding the perfect way to express ourselves? One of the things I have learnt is that...there's no perfection in this world. But still, there is beauty. There is no way to control what people think about you. But still, there are ways to get in tune with some of them, ways to cause reflection, polemic, discussion. So, I'll feel free from now on, and...daddy, If you ever read my blog...well...just enjoy it!

2 Comments:

  • At July 2, 2004 at 2:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Blog are spaces of absolut freedom. Hope you enjoy it , in the best way you can... I´ll be reading as much as I´m able... Libório

     
  • At July 26, 2004 at 2:28 PM, Blogger Camille said…

    With mine I'm careful who I give the address out to, and I don't write quite everything, but I'm a whole lot more open than usual. I don't talk as much as most people, so for me, it's a way for people to get to know me a little better. Well, that's the effect anyway. It's mostly for me to sort out my thoughts, vent, and record what's going on.

     

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